Words of a broken heart

Survival…seems to me nothing but a myth .Yap, its true. Suddenly nowadays I feel like ending up my world out in here just at this moment. It aches when you are not with your friend you know…it pokes when you cant touch your beloved…it burns inside when you cant get hold of the one you have loved so strongly in every moment of your life. it really pains ,it really pains a lot. It does interrupt u a lot when u r useless, unworthy and good for nothing.

May be someday will come when you will understand how it feels to wait for something that you are never going to get but still you have no ways to help yourself part from him. It simply hurts a lot, a lot.

When you eyes suddenly open in the deep sleep and only the curtain of the dark appears in front and none to pat u back for a relaxed sleep for the rest of the night. You feel lonely; you feel isolated. When you are struggling to get yourself a little self-help and a little self-respect and suddenly somebody close to you gives you a complement “selfish” your heart breaks. When from those mild hopeful innocent eyes a tear or two triples down the cheeks and no one raises fingers to wipe it aches again. It aches terribly.